Settled, but with hurt.

 

Being hurt is unfavourable for sure, but hurting someone you love is unforgivable. The last thing I'd like to do is to follow certain rules, to abide by some nature evolutionary principles, you do not believe in that damn shit, do you? However we always grow into the kind much like those who bring us up, which is a great proud as much as a shame factor and I consider it to be the micro-reason why history never stop repeating itself for million years. Perhaps there's time we just follow the instructions, in a way that gets those inevitables happen as they should be and limit the damage to only the one who is doing.

 

Apart from that, it is a lovely vacation, finished the book once hated, found a new TV serials to follow, bought some girlish stuff and the most excited one - rediscovered the true meaning of a healthy sleeping habit for a woman (which I'm now kind of breaking...), as well as an exercise habit (which I swear to build and is now widely open to doubt).

 

And I bought parents gifts, apparently they are happy and still, worried, then you realize that money isn't the way out. They are traditional Chinese parents who will still feel worried when your kids are having their kids. Back to the early argument of this page, time to follow instructions~