道了晚安一不小心点开杨的SPACE，然后顺便很WS得跟着链接看了小婧的日志，笑到打滚。笑完心里不安，再去看看新，还好这家伙刚回加州新鲜感还满满的，开心地写日志，安了一点点。突然突然很想念我的女朋友们，哭。。。。

 

新第一次坐飞机去美国，我在实习，错过；

新第二次坐飞机回美国，我在准备面试，再次错过；

杨在广州，曾经说好一起去玩，我在实习，错过；

杨，新，小婧去采草莓，我在实习，错过；

曦生日，我在实习，错过；

曦总算没有被老板叫去出差，在家等我回去，我在换实习，再次错过；

然后她回武汉了

。。。。。。

 

再写就有些矫情了，总之我是应该去死了。 

 Ten weeks ago, I thought it might be pure luck that I got accepted after a totally messed up interview.

 

Ten weeks later, I am pretty sure it is pure luck to be here, in this little department. All the challenges we together face, all the successes we together achieve and all the jokes we made with each other, will all be combined into the memory we together share.

 

People go and come in a easily and free manner, especially in this industry, pursuing the so called career destiny. Now I begin to wonder the right way to define it. Should it be a place like home, relieving all the status anxiety we have when living in big cities, or be like a journey where we just pass every single dots to the ultimate goal set from the very beginning?

 

Cannot tell yet... So please, forgive the childish heart that is still not ready to settle down, anytime or anywhere, and many thanks to:

My most lovely Emilia, you're the only soul person I ever encountered.

My most charming Sophie, still astonished by your perfect combination of high EQ and IQ.

My most respected 领导, you're so sweet to think about rising my salary since having a tight budget during the whole summer vacation is so not a romantic thing, however when you offer to keep the position for me to be back anytime, I feel like home....

写不出来,咱又不是SK,怎么都可以扯,但是都过立秋还是一个字也写不出来,只能强制性地列数几条...

 

最近的兴趣:以看各种产品为乐.其中以巴克莱的结构性理财工具为甚,这些家伙太有才了.而合资基金以引进外方股东的技术为荣,每次看到都暗自在心里骂骂咧咧;

 

最近的旅行新想法:添加厦门.等着老刘什么时候举行婚礼,可以名正言顺地过去蹭吃蹭喝蹭旅游;

 

最近的八卦:甚少,除了昨日惊闻金融工程男中又一名脱离单身.当时还是目瞪口呆地"啊"了半天,没有一点征兆的发生总是让人感到"震撼"(琼遥阿姨注册用语);

 

最近买书:<身份的焦虑>,已阅,不错.<Emma>,看了一章,不知所云.<一百日学会推拿>,研究了人体经络图,半个穴位也没记住,估计要改名为"一百年学会推拿"了;

 

最近的关注:<New Yorker>, Charles Mungers,Fancl, 豆浆机, 气温以及银行信贷;

 

最近的担忧:被BS,回不了家以及"新新回美国之后的日子怎么过"问题;

 

最近的领悟:Soft skill的重要,爸爸也许永远也戒不了烟,原来我是一个表面看起来冷酷的人...