结果在1个小时后收到编辑部的邮件说，可用，请寄XXX人民币，若要发票则XXXX人民币。

 

尽管不明确社科版可不可以作为所谓“工程类”（实际是百分百走文科路线过来）学生拙作的合法立足点，仍然有喜极而泣地满足感。惴惴不安了那么久的一件事，“噗”地一下就仿佛可以简单解决，我那么认真严肃的人生就平添了一份闹剧的色彩。

 

其实所谓海投，也就投了两家，关键是前人铺路，找到了命门。想想现在如火如荼的找工作事业，却是史无前例地无经验可循。第一次看到一个叫"Global Headcount freeze"的名词时着实吓了一跳，而且它并非来自于金融部门，所以事态严重了。可是在做功课的时候和同学聊起，的确还是有人“一路顺风”地过来，也明白headcount是个有张力的动词，如果足够优秀，更关键的是足够足够足够去准备的话。

 

我还是无可避免地严肃认真起来～～重新回去看那封邮件，感觉乱差。

Settled, but with hurt.

 

Being hurt is unfavourable for sure, but hurting someone you love is unforgivable. The last thing I'd like to do is to follow certain rules, to abide by some nature evolutionary principles, you do not believe in that damn shit, do you? However we always grow into the kind much like those who bring us up, which is a great proud as much as a shame factor and I consider it to be the micro-reason why history never stop repeating itself for million years. Perhaps there's time we just follow the instructions, in a way that gets those inevitables happen as they should be and limit the damage to only the one who is doing.

 

Apart from that, it is a lovely vacation, finished the book once hated, found a new TV serials to follow, bought some girlish stuff and the most excited one - rediscovered the true meaning of a healthy sleeping habit for a woman (which I'm now kind of breaking...), as well as an exercise habit (which I swear to build and is now widely open to doubt).

 

And I bought parents gifts, apparently they are happy and still, worried, then you realize that money isn't the way out. They are traditional Chinese parents who will still feel worried when your kids are having their kids. Back to the early argument of this page, time to follow instructions~